2013年11月12日星期二

This Aint what I want!

Well~ guess my 'politics' journey has begun after a month in this cage....

The OLD Man finally raise his voice before went to RC to get more troubles for us. He wants me to learn machining with the others two guys in order to understanding the functions of the machine and the programming of its for future design development.

Obviously, its DEJAVU! The fat guys who previously operating the CNC machine is being fired with the same method a year ago. Thus both the guys understood what gonna happened and made their own prediction for their future and told me directly that if this is another people, they would teach me whatever they know. But this is OLD MAN, they only will teach me basics stuff to protect their own place....

And I am in trouble once again... if they didn't tell me about it, maybe I can still complained it. But now it become another senario which might caused me become a 'soloman'... It has created a tough situation for me which I hate to deal with or face it.

Its been a month in this cage. Start to realise that this aint the life which I been looking for. This aint the team and environment I been looking for. I am an emotional person. Relationship was the last thing I wanna deal with. This guy has been my mentor for a month. Though he has his own reasons, he still answer whatever questions I asked.

This morning when I start the machine, this guy came to me and told me that he will back his country soon with some tears in his eyes. I was stunt at the moment and didn't know what to do. Though I know this day will come eventually, it's still tough for the to face it. Esspecially when it is my first friend which watch my back in cage and benefactor to me.
This aint RIGHT!

Kinda missed networking's life where there is no gap between mentor and no personal benefits crashed. Where mentors are willing to give all they could to benefits people and friends.

Shall I get back to networking life?