I Miss Your Reddish Brown EYES

I miss those reddish brown eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe it, I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you, whoa...

I see your reddish brown  eyes
Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe it, I still want you (And I'm lovin' you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through (I know it's never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you
Without you, whoa...

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
Can't believe it, I still want you (And I'm lovin' you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through (I know it’s never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you
Without you, whoa, no, no... 

This Aint what I want!

Well~ guess my 'politics' journey has begun after a month in this cage....

The OLD Man finally raise his voice before went to RC to get more troubles for us. He wants me to learn machining with the others two guys in order to understanding the functions of the machine and the programming of its for future design development.

Obviously, its DEJAVU! The fat guys who previously operating the CNC machine is being fired with the same method a year ago. Thus both the guys understood what gonna happened and made their own prediction for their future and told me directly that if this is another people, they would teach me whatever they know. But this is OLD MAN, they only will teach me basics stuff to protect their own place....

And I am in trouble once again... if they didn't tell me about it, maybe I can still complained it. But now it become another senario which might caused me become a 'soloman'... It has created a tough situation for me which I hate to deal with or face it.

Its been a month in this cage. Start to realise that this aint the life which I been looking for. This aint the team and environment I been looking for. I am an emotional person. Relationship was the last thing I wanna deal with. This guy has been my mentor for a month. Though he has his own reasons, he still answer whatever questions I asked.

This morning when I start the machine, this guy came to me and told me that he will back his country soon with some tears in his eyes. I was stunt at the moment and didn't know what to do. Though I know this day will come eventually, it's still tough for the to face it. Esspecially when it is my first friend which watch my back in cage and benefactor to me.
This aint RIGHT!

Kinda missed networking's life where there is no gap between mentor and no personal benefits crashed. Where mentors are willing to give all they could to benefits people and friends.

Shall I get back to networking life? 

FML

FML!!!!
Working's life is damn boring!!! 

Everyday just keep repeat the same stuff and deal with same peoples....
This wasn't the life style and working style which I been looking for!!!

Somebody~~~ Please help me!! ArghhhhhhH~~~~~~

Hello~ Mr Lu!!!
This is not a challenging job and it doesn't fit it!!! PLease~~~!!
This is what we so called ROBOT LIFE in my generations!!!
You,  this selfish MTF bluffed and cheated us just for ur own  GOOD!!!
= ="

Ever since then~ this is happened to me!!!! 

 

How wish I could get back the life which I used to own it!!!!