Here without you

 A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

Kinda miss u ~~ Karolina

I Miss Your Reddish Brown EYES

I miss those reddish brown eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe it, I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you, whoa...

I see your reddish brown  eyes
Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe it, I still want you (And I'm lovin' you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through (I know it's never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you
Without you, whoa...

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
Can't believe it, I still want you (And I'm lovin' you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through (I know it’s never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you
Without you, whoa, no, no... 

This Aint what I want!

Well~ guess my 'politics' journey has begun after a month in this cage....

The OLD Man finally raise his voice before went to RC to get more troubles for us. He wants me to learn machining with the others two guys in order to understanding the functions of the machine and the programming of its for future design development.

Obviously, its DEJAVU! The fat guys who previously operating the CNC machine is being fired with the same method a year ago. Thus both the guys understood what gonna happened and made their own prediction for their future and told me directly that if this is another people, they would teach me whatever they know. But this is OLD MAN, they only will teach me basics stuff to protect their own place....

And I am in trouble once again... if they didn't tell me about it, maybe I can still complained it. But now it become another senario which might caused me become a 'soloman'... It has created a tough situation for me which I hate to deal with or face it.

Its been a month in this cage. Start to realise that this aint the life which I been looking for. This aint the team and environment I been looking for. I am an emotional person. Relationship was the last thing I wanna deal with. This guy has been my mentor for a month. Though he has his own reasons, he still answer whatever questions I asked.

This morning when I start the machine, this guy came to me and told me that he will back his country soon with some tears in his eyes. I was stunt at the moment and didn't know what to do. Though I know this day will come eventually, it's still tough for the to face it. Esspecially when it is my first friend which watch my back in cage and benefactor to me.
This aint RIGHT!

Kinda missed networking's life where there is no gap between mentor and no personal benefits crashed. Where mentors are willing to give all they could to benefits people and friends.

Shall I get back to networking life? 

FML

FML!!!!
Working's life is damn boring!!! 

Everyday just keep repeat the same stuff and deal with same peoples....
This wasn't the life style and working style which I been looking for!!!

Somebody~~~ Please help me!! ArghhhhhhH~~~~~~

Hello~ Mr Lu!!!
This is not a challenging job and it doesn't fit it!!! PLease~~~!!
This is what we so called ROBOT LIFE in my generations!!!
You,  this selfish MTF bluffed and cheated us just for ur own  GOOD!!!
= ="

Ever since then~ this is happened to me!!!! 

 

How wish I could get back the life which I used to own it!!!!

Catch the MOMENT

Loved this Canadian singer (Avril Lavigne) since her first album.
Amazed by her beauty too even though she is married now!   XD

Fall in love with this song when I first saw it on Canon's Commercial.
Indeed it is best to use camera to catch the best, the most enjoyed, the unforgettable, the most precious moment with friends, family and the one I love.

Influenced by this song and commercial, I learned to grab pictures of every meaningful moment in my life. Especially when I am with miss K and J.
I will do my best to grab their best and natural smile without their notice.
These are the best moments I ever had.

Wish the moment can last long forever ~~~~~~

" PART 2 "

Finished the PART 1 of my life - 23 years of study!!!!  :)

Finally stepped into PART 2~~  Fuzzy PART 2......
Kinda lost as I don't know where to start or where to go......  hmmmmm~~~
WHen I am too FREE~
I Missed about Leeds' life
I Missed about Eurotrips
I Missed about the moment together with friends
I Start to think about J and K
I Wondering how's J doing?
I Wish I could enjoy lazy as K ~~~~

Well these doesn't help much in PART 2!!
As for now the aim for PART 2 is MONEY!!!
When get MONEY~~~
My parents can retire Earlier!!
I am RICH~~
I am FREE~~
I can find J and  talk to her!!!
I can find K !
I can fill my scratch map faster than K~ XD

AND finally I am FINANCIAL FREEDOM~~~   MuahAHAHAHA

So~~

Its time to put away miss J and K away and FIGHT FOR PART 2!!!
AZzaaaaaa~~~~aaaaaaa  FIGHTING!!!!

Get to know Miss K

Wondering since when gala become my second home. And make dealer K smile become one of my interest in gala ( other than losing money... >.<).
Enjoy the moment when see her smile and " No more bet!! Thank you!!!"

9/6~13/6
Holy shit!! Rejected friends Europe trips invitation to join K's at Malta. Best trip ever!! Except for the swimming parts.....  我还真的是旱鸭子！！ ==""
First trip which wake up early and sleep early without any special drinking session. Each day is full and tiring. First trip which walked the most.....  Esspecially the "Temple RUN"-- Crazy !!!  Ahhahahaha
Blue Lagoon is awesome!! If would be more awesome if there are more water sports and I can swim....

21/6
Just cant forget every singles word she had said. The things she keen for and the her stories. Get down to Exeter to visit Auntie Lynne and find the scratch map for K. Surprisingly found it at John Lewis when shopping with lynne. Planned to give K surprise!!

4/7
Most excited day ever~~ first movie with K!! OmG!! That was awesome!! Cant stop smiling during the movie~~!!  Wondering it is the power of minion's BABABA BABANANA or K!?   Nice chat after the movie too XD

11/7
Last night in Paris, kinda miss ur smile!! :) the wifi in this hotel sucks....   What you doing now??  Hows Klaipeda??

15/7
Last day in Edinburgh-- Bad Day
My sis's phone got stolen yesterday. Took 3 hours in the police station to do statement.... However~~ Been Calton hill as the last stop in Edinburgh, Nice landscape view here AND BEst Place for " Sun Bathing" too!!

Been get to know K for almost a month. A girl who bites her fingers when she is too Free. A girl which likes to listen music. A girl which is cute and characteristic. Fall in love to her smile and then when she say " Oh my god, that was awesome!!"  She was really damn funny and cute at that moment!!  Cant stop talking to her and  want to get to know her more. Thus give up ' 7 neighbour' and second home in order to meet her. This helps correct the bad habits gain new habits - даведацца прапусціць хтосьці

Thinking of you

" Phobia Travelling "

am travelling with ur phobia. Train travelling is actually a good idea to chill and relax ur mind while enjoying the silent and the nature's GREEN !!

Whats the different between klaipeda's green and uk's green?

U should try it someday!!
=D

MUST DO LIST!!

1.  BEEN TOMORROWLAND ONCE!
2. MONTE CARLO
3. Backpack from greece to istanbul
4. THE SCRIPT CONCERT
5. WIN BIG POT AT LAS VEGAS
6. LEARN DIVING AT BORA BORA
7. MACAU BUNGEE JUMP
8. PARENT RETIRED EARLIER
9. LITTLEJ
10. REPEATED 1- 9

2 ~~SECOND~~2

Why I get number 2?
WHY I like secondhand?
Why can't be the First?

Its been forth time dy!! Sigh......

Perhaps the value of second is bigger than one!