我好像把自己弄丢了

I AM COMING BACK!!

1/5/2019

OMG~ I MISS YOU!!

OMG~ I miss the days that wake up in the morning or afternoon! Message the st mark group for notes & went opposite parkinson steps, have some coffee and enjoy "the" view!!!

Enjoy the my favourite cappucino/americano by sips under the sun with cold wind blowing to my face!!! Argh~~~ thats life!!!

Miss the market's "shiu fan" & "curry noodles"!!

HOMETOWN's "guo bao rou", "suan ni bai rou", "shui zhu yu", "yu xiang qie long", "huang jin yu mi li" & so on!!

TONG PALACE's "chi zhi feng zao", "san shao fan" ; HOS's "cha xiu bao", "xo luo bo gao" & more and more!!! Arghhhhh~~~ hungry dy!!

Miss the night we had vodka, jagerbomb, tequilla, sambuka, chivas, blacklabel and motherfucker shots with pyramid games, ring of fire, fuck the dealer!! Walk put to the streets to check see drunk & high ang moh chicks and sohai behaviour!!

Miss the "lai lo" night end up b home at "morning"!! Miss the midnight "flames chicken wings"!!!

Miss the trips we went!! The moment in the train & the moment in the flights!!!

Arghhhhh~~~ I Miss UK's life!!!   :(

This is working Life....

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........

I am kinda pissed recently. Arghhhhhh~~~~
There is a kind of people when they started to envy you then they will find trouble for you.
Even though they, themselves is supposed to be the one who is responsible for it, still they will ask your help for granted.

DAMN You Asshole!!!!

I used to help you because it is urgent and you need help!
But now you are expecting my help and crossing line says this is my problem!!!!
Alright~ I am ok with it, I can bear with as I gonna fled  from this shit place soon.

Will see what happen NEXT~~
Ciao~~  Ah men! :)

For the First Time

For the First time in my life,
I used body shampoo to wash my hair...
I can't swallow my dinner..
I am afraid....
I am scared....

Ever since I was born, I believe that there are nothing to be afraid if I do not know what it is.
I have been keeping this record for 24 years.

For the First time in my life, I was afraid of something which I do not know.
&
Finally I do realise what is the most important things in my life.

When the D told me that I might get C, need to go specialist for further check-up. I was shocked.
The first which came to my mind was what gonna happen to my parent when I am gone. I am afraid.
I pretend nothing had happened and left the clinic.

For the first time , I can't finish my dinner. I just can't stop thinking about the consequence to my family. What should I do to make them feel better if this is real. Whose gonna take care of them.
And it continued when I bathe.

For the first time, I used body shampoo to wash my hair though I am clear-headed.
For the first time I try to pray to god.

wish me luck! :)

I Want Travel Around The WORLD!!!

Its been awhile since I last dream about something!

Finally~~ I decide to travel around the world!!
And this time I am not gonna give up that easily!!

I will kept my promise!!

I will dream it!!
I will dream do it!!
I will make it happen!!!

Oh Boon How
10.55pm
20/4/2014

DREAM BIG E-BOOK

'Dream Big', the first e-book I checked out this year.
[ Check out here ~~ http://geneciaalluora.com/dreambig/ ]

Genecia Luo, a beauty queen with dreamer's mindset. A girl who used the 21st Century tools correctly. An entrepreneur whom I am currently learning from. ( Its motivated when I am learning from a beauty chick!!)

STEP 1:
I think money is fragrance. It gave me the power of choice. I could choose what I want to do at any time at anywhere. I could get what I want and enjoy my lifestyle. I could make the life of people around me better!!

For example:
Breakfast -I would like to had a cup of double shot expressos with a baguette and a chocolate donut as breakfast at Montparnasse, Paris.
Lunch -Had garlic grilled lobster as lunch at London's Burger Lobster.
Teatime - Had a chocolate fondente and a affogato at Leeds' Carluccio's.
Dinner - Had a 三烧面( noodles served with roast duck, pork and chicken ) at Leeds' Tong Palace.
Supper - Had Leed's flames spicy fried chicken wings with a bottle of budweiser or kronenbourg 1664 blanc as supper.

That would be god damn perfect for a day!!!   XD

 STEP 2:
I am afraid of success in the area of engineering especially in oil and gas as I am not sure if this is the industry I been dream of. The reason I chose this industry is because I heard that I can earn lots of money in this industry while the jobs I dream of is wear suits working in a high floor office with an individual room rather than wear safety boots and cloth and working at the oil rigs platform.

I am confusing....

STEP 3:
Law of attraction. For me, I am staying with a positive roommate. Though there might be some negatives moment, we did try to stay positive!  I have been repeating 3 motivational videos every morning to keep me motivated from my job and trying to figure out what I want!!

Hope it won't cost too much time for me to done it.

Well~ I guess I shall gone the part 2 of the e-book.
Have a nice day~!!!